[Otaku Journal Entry 018] Jinxed

[srw_megaotaku]

I don't get it! I don't get it!

Why would he do that!? First the old man, now Kurtis. He made me realize what defending the Earth is all about and he just leaves? No, now he wants to destroy us? What kind of crap is that?! "Terrorism"?! That's just hypocrisy! Can't we co-exist or something?! This is pissing me off.

And damnit, Wildraubtier got toasted again! That's three times I got my ass kicked, consecutively. Maybe that move against the angel was stupid....

And what's with Shinji's dad!? That bastard! Yeah I said it out in the open, what is he or the Major gonna do?! I mean really, we nearly get killed out there and he acts all condescending to his son. My father, my father would never do that. He respected those he defended and those who were on his side! What does that guy plan to achieve treating others like shit?!

[ Hackable ]
What's with Cobray? Did his mech just move on its own?

Comments

[ensign-in-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it makes about NO sense. Any of it.

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

Hey! Man! You did good out there.

There's something about you and saving people, seriously!

[ensign-in-love.livejournal.com]

Heh, hey, thanks. I'd rather be saving people than anything else, you know...?

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

Haha. I'm sure Shinji appreciated too

[a-young-legend.livejournal.com]

That's how he is, Ryu. That's... how he's always been. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, it's never good enough. Never. He uses people like tools. That's all he thinks of them as.

My father... he's as heartless as they come.

So why do I want him to accept me so badly?

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

Heartless dad, it makes no sense!

1/2

[getter-beam.livejournal.com]

You people keep trying to figure out whether Kurtis was "right" or not. You're making this more complicated than it has to be, and that shit doesn't matter.

2/2

[getter-beam.livejournal.com]

He's trying to kill us now, so if he shows his face again, we'll kill him!

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

...! But!

[getter-beam.livejournal.com]

I've got a sinking feeling this place is gonna drive me insane.

But what?

It hasn't already?

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

(sigh) I don't know. Maybe I'm tired. Been up for hours

Oh he was insane WAY before he came here

[getter-beam.livejournal.com]

That's what I thought!

Re: Oh he was insane WAY before he came here

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

huh?

[gunofdis.livejournal.com]

You must understand that commanders must do their jobs. They make you angry so you can direct your energy at the enemy.

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

So it's like military rules?!

[gunofdis.livejournal.com]

This is the military.

1/2

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

Dude this is ridiculous! Do we have to be so heartless and hurt people because of rules? We all, everyone in EDF, have the resolve to fight.

2/2

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

Oh and Cobray...?

What was with your mecha?

1/2

[gunofdis.livejournal.com]

That is how some must work.

2/2

[gunofdis.livejournal.com]

That is...

...a malfunction.

Re: 2/2

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

Malfunction? It moved on it's own. How come? And the visual sensors was all weird.

And even more creepy, that gespenst...

[gunofdis.livejournal.com]

Why is it creepy?

[srw-megaotaku.livejournal.com]

because it looked like one of our mecha. I could've sworn I've seen something like it befire but with a different color